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After 3 years in my very first project, I will have to pack up and leave people whom I already considered close friends. It is my choice and bitter-sweet as it is, i must go.

It was my very first project here in this field that i really knew nothing about, programming. I was not a programmer. I am actually a techno moron. Yes, I know what a keyboard looks like, I know what a cpu and a mouse is, I use the net, I play a little pc games, but that was it. I am no programmer.

My college education and license did little help on my line of work I chose after school life. I am a techno moron CPA in a world full of techies. I did not fit in, at first.

After a few weeks of training. I kinda told myself, “Hey, I can deal with this shit.” =)

And I was off to my first project. I can still remember my trembling hands when I did my first work for the project. And to think it was only to run some report. I was so afraid to click that little button. That little button to run the report. But after 3 years, I aint even afraid to play around some coding anymore. Try different things.

We were the pioneers of that project. It was a new client for the company. I can still remember how we used to do night shifts because the other team members were somewhere in the U.S. doing some onshore work. It was so hard to stay awake during those “Knowledge Transfers”. We would end up sleeping through it.

After the KTs, its now our time to show what we’ve got. Time to display those skills we’ve learned to help the client. It was tough at first. We had to study the system. Know what works and what doesnt. And boy, a lot of them did not work. So we had to fix things that previous programmers messed up. It was a tough first year. But we managed through it.

I learned… and for someone who considers himself a techno moron, I did good. I managed to get recognitions for the work I put in. I was even an instructor for a module I was working on. I even had to teach other projects how that module functions. And as new teammates came in, I was the one they were consulting for issues and investigations.

But then again, things change. Things worked against me. I became frustrated. I was never a fan of office politics.

So I changed too. I did not do as much as i used to. I rebelled. 

But instead of continuing this I just decided to step away. If I keep doing what I’ve been doing, I will only be proving them right. So its best to leave.

I will be leaving taking with me the all the knowledge I learned from this project. I will be leaving taking with me the memories of the people I had pleasure working with.

I was not a programmer. I am now. And will only get better at what I do.

Here is to yah all guys…

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–          “Love is a disease and is also its own cure.”

 

–          “Ang Valentines ang araw kung kelan nakakatanggap ng flowers ang mga babae. Sa Valentines din nakakatanggap ng flowers ang mga lalaki sa gabi.”

 

–          “Unspoken true love does not make it less true,  Spoken false love makes it more false.”

 

–          “They say Love of Money is the root of all evil. Some say Love of Power is the root of all evil. Notice the similarity? I say, Love is the root of all evil.”

 

–          “Ayun sa mga nakaugaliang simbolo, ang simbolo ng pagmamalan ay 2 puso na tinusok ng pana. Kaya kayo, pag sinabi nyong mahal nyo ung babae, ung puso ang puntiryahin nyo. Wag kung ano ano yang pinagtututusok ninyo. Malayo sa puso yan!”

 

–          “Parang masaya tumabay sa gate ng mga motel tapos magdala ka ng malaking DSLR.  Tapos pagkukunan mo ng litrato lahat ng papasok.”

 

–          “They say Love of Money is the root of all evil. Some say Love of Power is the root of all evil. Notice the similarity? I say, Love is the root of all evil.”

 

–          “Sa tingin mo? Alin ang mas marami, nasaktan ng dahil sa pagmamahal o lumigaya dahil sa pagmamahal?”

 

–          “Me narinig na ako dati na magandang solusyon sa Overpopulation. Ayun sa narinig ko, bakit hindi sila maglaan ng pondo para mag research kung paano magiging lasang chocolate ang semen ng mga lalaki. Naisip ko naman, baka dumami din ang bading.hehehe”

 

–          “Love is a mental thing. It makes you go mental.”

 

–          “Wag ka na magtaka kung bakit kaakibat na ng pagmamahal ang pagkaramdam ng sakit. Kaya nga Pana ang gamit ni Kupido at hindi tableta o potion.”

 

–          “Love and Lust start with the same letter, but everything else is different.”

 

–          “Ang Valentines ang araw kung kelan nakakatanggap ng flowers ang mga babae. Sa Valentines din nakakatanggap ng flowers ang mga lalaki sa gabi.”

 

–          “Minsan, nasasabi mo na mas mahal mo ang isang tao kesa mahal ka nya. Para sabihin ko sayo, hindi nasusukat ang pagmamahal. Hindi gaya ng distansya na kaya sukatin ng metro, hindi gaya ng bigat na kaya sukatin ng gramo, hindi gaya ng oras na pwede sukatin ng segundo. Kung nasusukat ang pag-ibig, sa dami na ng taong nagmahal, meron na sana nakaimbento ng paraan ng tamang pagsukat nito. Pero wala… dahil hindi nasusukat ang pagmamahal. Wag ka na magsukat… Magmahal ka na lang!”

 

–          “Paanong naging maganda ang pagmamahal kung sa bawat isang tao na napasaya ng pagmamahal, me 2 o higit pang nasasaktan.”

 

–          “Me nadidinig ako minsan na, ayaw nila tawaging sex ang ginagawa nila kundi “making love”. Ang sex daw ay para sa hindi nagmamahalan. Ang make love para sa nagmamahalan… I say, bullshit! If you are already in love or you already have love, why make it?”

 

–          “Ang Valentines Day ay parang New Years Day. Madaming Putukan. At meron at merong madidisgrasya.”

 

–          “Ang pagmamahal ang pinakamakapangyarihang emosyon sa lahat. Kahit ang Diyos nga, ibinigay ang kanyang Anak dahil sa pagmamahal nya sayo. Pahalagahan mo ang salitang yan.”

 

 

 

–           “Advance Happy Valentines! Lalo na sa misis ko na me bagong bangs.hehehe”

– magluto ng Instant Pancit Canton. Magpapakulo ng tubig. Ilalagay ang noodles sa kumukulong tubig. Pagkaluto sa noodles, imbes na idrain, nilagay ang sahog sa pansit na me tubig pa. Mami ang labas ng originally eh pancit canton dapat.

– brown out. wala kang magawa sa bahay. nagiisip ka ng gagawin. maiisip mo manood ng tv or maglaro ng computer. pagdating mo sa harap ng tv, marerealize mo brown out nga pala.

– pakiramdam mo me kulangot ka. pero hindi mo ito maalis kasi me mga tao. pupunta ka sa harap ng salamin para tignan. wala naman.

– Kakalabit ka ng taong akala mo ay ang kilala mong kaibigan, pero pagharap ay iba pala.

– Iinom ng sobra sobra. matatamaan. mahihilo. magsusuka. yakap yakap ang indoro at hirap sa pagsuka, nangakong hinding hindi na iinom ulit. wala pang isang linggo,  umiinom na naman.

– Bababa ng hindi nakapagbayad sa jeep.

– mamimili sa department store. pag-uwi sa bahay, wala ang pinamili. naiwan sa tindahan.

– maligo sa dagat ng basura?

– taeng tae ka na. at sobrang nagmamadali ka na umuwi. pinagpapawisan ka na nga malapot. sinasambit ang “wag muna please” sa sarili ng isang libong beses. pagkadating sa bahay, magmamadaling pumunta sa cr. pagkapasok na pagkapasok sa cr, biglang mapapahinto dahil biglang lalabas na eh hindi ka pa nakakaupo sa inidoro. mapapapikit. sasambitin ulit ang “wag muna please”. pagkalipas ng sakit, dadalling uupo sa inidoro….. walang kasing sarap na ginahawa.

– labasan ng kanin or tubig sa ilong dahil sa tawa o hatsing.

– nauutot pero pilit pinipigil dahil nasa loob ng jeep o bus.

– managinip ng mganda (wet dream?). biglang magigising. pipiliting matulog ulit sa pagbabakasakaling matuloy ang naudlot na panaginip.

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